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i just stood there today staring at the dishes that used to be your job your only job but you still wouldn't do it i wonder if i'd never said anything about them would you just let them go until there were none and still ignore them you did me i wondered what you would do if i let you come home then told you to do the dishes because there were none because i've ignored them what would you do if i let the flies in what if i let the food grow would you was the writhing mass of dishes amongst the swarm of flies would you fight them off to do what was needed it would be easier to poison the flies break the dishes throw them

You reach deep inside of me You touch something that's never been touched before You look into the depths of my eyes You find something that's never been seen before You move me in ways I never thought possible I yearn from the very  bottom of my soul to be able to move you in such a way That you might breathe for me That you might wake for me That you might long for me I tear into two desperately wanting someone to make me whole I pray that someone might be you But all too often prayers are answered in silence And I want to scream from the bottom of my lungs To the furthest reaches of the highest heavens Find me please Show me

Your face float before my eyes  as the last waves of sleep carry me off Your name drifts from my lips  as I sink into the deep abyss My passion tosses and churns deep inside  as the moon grows high Yet as the sun rises it becomes nothing but a gentle stirring I softly weep and gently smile  as would a tide ebb and flow For at night I'm carried off into your arms But by day you are torn from me Leaving only a soft stirrng  and a distant memory

tearing apart the pieces of an empty soul pealing it down and down like the layer of an onion but like a great tree my layers are many and bits of coarse flesh and droplets of blood are all you're allowed for the savage beast inside you is no match for the depth of me the core of my essence is beyond all reach lost even to myself in the agonious life i face battling demons such as yourself only weathers the skin and hardens the heart, never weakening dying to humanity reaching out to anything, everything, and nothing it matter no more i will go on being me and you you will go on dividing and conquering shattering hopes and dream